That empty, listless feeling you get when you start to veer off of your own path is unsettling to say the least. You’ve tried and tried to reach this goal, this point, this place in time yet it still seems so far away. You reach your hand out to touch it and it’s almost like an optical illusion. Like someone is playing tricks on you. What do you do? Well that depends on you.
Do you wallow in the darkness and let it consume you? Thinking that everything that has gone wrong will go wrong and will continue to be this way?
Or, do you brush it off and ignore it? Completely missing the point and the lesson that this mistake may have intended to teach you?
Perhaps you find yourself in a comfortable medium. A medium where you will both appreciate the sorrow of the mistake and mishap yet rise up from the darkness and use the lessons learned.
How do we do this? How do we train ourselves to be balanced? Sometimes it is easier said than done and, believe it or not, vice-virsa.
Why is it that I blog for months and then seem to disappear into the unknown?
Is there really a reason?
Does there have to be a reason?
Know in my absence, however, that whoever may read this and discover it, I am thinking of you.
Thank you for being you. Thank you for existing. Thank you for taking the time out to view my blog.